So today was my last day of work this semester. My check is going to be hot despite the blood sweat and tears it took to get me thru today... and especially yesterday on NO sleep. I still haven't calmed down from the fun that was Monday night, but I'm able to focus on the final exam studying I have to do all day tomorrow. No sweat really. That's a blessing. Leaving Tech won't be the nightmare it could have been... now if I could JUST get on the ball with this graduate school application. My search for a suitable HBCU with the Master's program I want didn't come to fruition... but that's ok. Is it wrong to want to be around your people sometimes? I don't think so because people like to be understood and sometimes I feel like that's the best way for me to be understood... around my people. That is unless I get caught in a game of "blacker than thou" which I will always undoubtedly lose. :o) My cousins try to play that at family reunions... well they used to back in the day before college hit and we stopped being able to go. I miss that part of my life. Growing up is so hard to do at times and I'm nostalgic by nature. Although I have a love/hate relationship with life right now... especially now... I love to live.
Posted on 12.14.2005 at 9:11 PM
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