is that no one will choose me. Despite the fact that I have been chosen before, it seems that the choosing (if at all) will be largely unrequited... like my situation with this guy I'm not feeling AT ALL. It's not his fault there's no chemistry or the least bit of meshing. I'm sick of living like this really. If you could really look into my life you'd be able to understand what I mean... I don't know how to bring you here. How did I get here? All of a sudden I looked around me and I felt alone though the crowd had gotten bigger. I've shut out the only person I ever REALLY let into my head/heart. Except for a blog or two I'm one big question mark to him... unless he can really see through all of this, hell I wish I had clarity.
::random poem by me::
See, I can't let you in
you might tell me.
I don't want to hear
I already know.
You know too,
that's why you ask.
One day I'll return,
On my own,
from the Grass
I thought was greener.
Ok... so here are some appropriate Barlow Girl lyrics:
I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no no
I needed you today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
Said you'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are you still there?
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here, and I'm never alone
~from "Never Alone" by Barlow Girl
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