Monday, December 26, 2005

my ersatz life

I think I'm sick of growing up but I guess I'm experiencing what are called growing pains. Life never was this complicated. Now everything I decide to do or even think further enhances this web of a life I've created for myself or that has begun to take shape since the end of my adolescence. I am currently obssessed with the thought of companionship, love, and marriage, things I sincerely fear that I will never have. That worries me.

I cry out for much...

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