So my birthday...

was fabulous except for a major thing, one person who really should have remembered didn't and it REALLY hurt me to the heart. People will ALWAYS let you down. Apparently thats what God is trying to show me because that's what my birthday was all about this time. It took everything I had in me to not break our friend connection on facebook, seriously. How could he forget? Even people I never talk to took the time to stop by and wish me happy birthday personally and he dated me for nearly two years yet I hear nothing from him. It hurts me so bad I really feel like someone just stabbed me. This just means that everything I've said has come true. We're not even friends anymore. Even the least of my friends wished me happy birthday. I wasn't even a thought, even though I stuck my neck out for your birthday... bought you a present, endured your birthday party and you wanted me to say something as if I ever talk into the microphone. I feel like I could die. You no longer exist. I refuse to continue hurting on account of you.