In three months my break will be officially over. I've learned a lot, but I have the feeling that I will learn a lot more in the coming months. Finally I get the whole part about not placing such emphasis on looks and physical attraction. I mean it's still important to me, but I realize if that counts a lot for me, I'll put up with things that are undesirable just because good looks prevail. I forgot for a moment that beauty is fleeting. When our youth fades there will still be beauty, but the remaining personality traits will be in the forefront. Duh, didn't I already know that? One would think so, but sometimes beliefs and actions take a while to follow each other. What the hell happened? Usually what I do makes more sense. Ah well...
Not to sound like a "bra burning" feminist...
but for once in the recent years of my life I have the most euphoric feeling, and it has absolutely nothing to do with a man. It has nothing to do with a person at all. Things won't always be like this, but for this moment at least everything is going my way, even the bad things that are happening to me. How often do I get to say that? I'm about to graduate from freaking college! I've been accepted to the only graduate program I wanted to go to, the only one I applied to. I've been on top of my housing job. My other 3 jobs don't stress me out. It's spring time so it's sunny. My family is coming to visit me this weekend. Even though I have 3 projects looming over my graduation, I'm not stressed out (I know that's coming though). I can't remember EVER feeling this good, but I love being in this place.
Posted on 3.30.2006 at 6:21 PM
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