i just had the worst nightmare. me gabby and mommy were somewhere unknown, getting out of the car and abt to cross the street. as we are crossing, mom winces loudly and crouches down in pain... in the middle of traffic. so i'm worried that mom is going to get hit by one of the passing Honda elements, one red one in particular whizz past us on the tar pavement. gabby flips out completely and runs down the street amongst cars. i scream loudly, or i try. i keep screaming, gabby, gabby, GABBY but eventually I can't even hear my own voice. gabby is down the street by now barely missing the doom of each car as they roll by. then, out of nowhere, Saffron from ADX shows up and offers her help. i ask her to fetch gabby. after that,i wake myself up. i guess the biggest scary part of the dream was the posibility of losing my mother and baby sister at the same time and being absolutely powerless on both fronts... out of control.