Senior Seminar in STAC

Oh my gosh... my seminar is so awfully boring. I realllly regret not doing a thesis instead. This class is like watching paint dry. What do I care about thermodynamics really. There is a reason I chose not to be an engineer or go into the sciences. My teacher doesn't seem to notice or care that no one pays attention to him in class unless it's their discussion group day.... If he were sensible he'd turn this into a Freud class because the class really doesn't care about history of science. It's sooooo dry. This is so irrelevant to my life and what I want to do with it. I think I'm starting to zone out even more now that I've gotten my grad school application in although I know admission is not a guarantee and I CLEARLY have to graduate before I can move on to that next step. My crappy selection of classes this semester does not help my severe case of senioritis. I've also decided that the food portion of this 21 day thing I'm going has to end at 6pm Febuary 14, not because of Valentine's Day though....(even though I am really wanting to rethink the whole valentine thing. This whole self-deprivation thing just REALLLY is NOT for me so if someone would like to take me out and/or buy me stuff who am I to try to avoid that. I was clearly tripping when I imposed that mandate on my self. I have a bad habit of doing that, imposing negative things on myself, being entirely too serious...) On the real, my mommy and favorite cousin are taking me out to eat on Feb 15 and I intend to live it up. I'm still going to abstain from clubs, parties, my mp3 player and alcohol though. I believe its' totally necessary. Hopefully I will emerge from all of this with a new appreciation for food and some discipline. I'm a fat girl at heart in case you didn't know. Yay, the madness that is my seminar class will be over for the day in 10 minutes.