I'm feeling a little better now. I read a little of 1 Corinthians and most of Song of Solomon and it put a few things in perspective. I noticed the "Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires" but always missed the comparison of love to death. Love and death sweep you off your feet rendering you without control. So I'm sitting here reading and I'm like, hmm... that's what I'm wanting. I want to be in a situation where I can love with reckless abandon, and I know that would have to be a place of utmost trust, a safe place. I know I must get there with God before I can get there with anyone else... so I'm trying to figure out why I continue to waste all of this time walking in the other direction or just being lifeless.
Anyways... I'm doing stuff that's out of the ordinary for me this weekend. For one, I'm playing ps2, like alone without anyone making me play. My bro probably sent a lot of bball games with it. I'm particularly hoping for NBA Street cuz I like that game. Then I'll probably buy katamari for myself (which would be a lot like me). The other thing I'm doing is planning to watch the All Star weekend stuff, esp the game likely alone too. I will probably be posted up in front of the TV on Saturday and Sunday night from 8pm until... pending my completion of my video project/midterm. God is gonna really have to step in on this one because I'm SUPER lost and class doesn't help the least bit. I dont know how I can be expected to learn how to work Adobe Premiere and Final Cut Pro by osmosis! I'm starting it later today and it's due on Monday. I will probably be in the library ALL night tonight tryna figure out what's goin on, but it should pay off right? Ah well, it is what it is.
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