Yeah... so things are a little crazed right now concerning my life. One serious thing has been put on hold on account of the person it involves. Also, I've been checking DAILY to see if I made it into the Ga State Graduate program I applied for. I'm going to the Onyx Ball alone (or maybe not) but I'm fine with that now. I'm also accepting the fact that Sean and I have nothing to do with each other anymore and I'm moving on. I've also ended my one-year break from relationships. I think it served it's purpose up until this point. Sure, there were other things that I wish had been involved with that, but they have to be annointed and at this point it is, what it is. I am who I am. God is working with me, but I haven't yeilded as much as I would like to. There is no point in denying myself things if they are not completely for Jesus. If I'm just fasting to be cute then it's really pointless. I took the antique engagement ring off. It's still my favorite ring, don't get me wrong. It's just not for this moment in my life. I will continue to wear it, but probably not daily. My mom was like, "In case no one already told you, a year is 12 months, not 8." I do think that she's happy I've decided to stop doing this to myself. I pray her surgery tomorrow goes well.
On a lighter note, by baby sister turns 13 tomorrow. Freaking 13!!! Who told her she could become a teenager?! I'm proud of that little girl though. She's so great. My sisters are great. I'm going to be 22 in like 7 days, what the heck?! I'm the person getting old up in here. They are just getting started.
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