22

I will be 22 in less than a week. I guess I'm looking forward to it. Shortly after I turned 21 it seemed like my life started finding different ways to unravel and fall apart. I went to the Onyx Ball, but my fun was limited because I really missed my girls. I guess mostly though, some things I had on my mind plus my long gown slowed me down when it came to dancing and being hype. I really should have gone to DESTINATIONS instead. After the ball I drove home, stupid I know but necessary. I just didn't feel right and I needed to be here in my bed at home.I should take advantage of it while I can. I probably won't have my phone on while I'm here, or if it is on, I won't be doing much answering... just know that as far as breathing, I'm alive and well. I was so pathetic at the Onyx Ball without my crew. I don't know when I became so insecure but it's absolutely sickening. I'm really falling to pieces.
Posted on 2.25.2006 at 3:37 AM