I'd like to think that I decided not to do it, but I know the truth is the decision was made for me and there is no way I can change that. I'm having an interesting day today. For one, I didn't sleep much at all so I'm hella sleepy... shoulda seen me nodding off in class, omg. That was crazy. Chewing on gum didn't even really help all that much. I wonder if the Professor saw me struggling... on the second row.
It would be safe to say that I'm somewhat furstrated about something, but I can't say what or who. I continue to be frustrated with myself, but what's new in that area? Someone I saw today made me smile and I got a hug. That was cool. I am really very hug deprived... kinda sucks. That's life though right? I'm having a hard time envisioning the end to this madness that is this time in my life. I wish it would all pass though, like now.
Can we fast forward to that point in my life where I'm married, have two or three graduate degrees and beautiful children?
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