This weekend was probably the mother of all my lame weekends. I should have gone home. Enough about that though.
I went to bed at around 4 this morning and went to the gym at 6 with Leslie. Needless to say I went to work and class, but I was barely awake through all of it. That's ok though, I was working on fine. If I'm going to be single for the rest of my life, I may as well be fine and single. I'll admit it, I am so jealous of my friends who have meaningul significant-other relationships. At the same time though, I'm happy for them and I'm not filled with hopelessness. I also keep reminding myself that my singularity is a choice... not sayin I'm pimp mama or anything... It's just that even if there were prospects like that right now, I'd push them away in favor of the things that need to happen and change in MY life. But I've said this on here before. The next time I step to you about this I'm going to need for me to have had a spiritual breakthrough instead of my spitting empty words.
Posted on 9.26.2005 at 4:02 PM
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