Team Buzz

I emailed most of my friends about being in my group for Team Buzz, but clearly most of them aren't interested. I honestly feel like the only person actually excited about this. I'm not going to ask anyone again though because I don't want to be annoying and I understand that folk have other things to do like work and study. And I asked well in advance too cuz the thing is October 8th. Of course I don't think anyone is a bad person. I guess its just that the vision I had was gonna be me, my roomates, most of my good friends and some of my residents all working on a service project together. Whatever. There is no Utopia in this world. I won't ask you people anymore though, because it's weird to be excited by yourself. :-/

I'm at work now. I should be studying for my Psych test. I want to skip my French Revolution class again, but that would be stupid and mean (to the professor). I will tell you one thing though, I don't need to miss ANYMORE of Abnormal Psychology. How in the heck does one miss 3 out of 5 classes? I need an F for that. I know I'm taking it pass/fail and all, but I don't need to take advantage of that. After these two Psychology tests tomorrow, I think I will be able to start getting back on the ball. About giving up AIM for a while... since I think that maybe whoever is reading my journal looks at my AIM profile and clicks on the link, I'll be signed on but just away until a month from today. I'm not currently signed on though. I just decided that about AIM. I don't want people to not read what's going on... not that my life should be important to anyone. I don't talk to very many people anymore that I used to talk to and this is my way of saying "Hey, Here's what's going on with me." I mean, since I don't really get to talk to Sean all that much (if at all) anymore, easyjournal is how I get word of certain instances in his life. Well, it's better than being COMPLETELY out of the loop... even though I'm surely hanging on the edge of that loop right now. This is not a pity trip. It's just how I think about it sometimes and this is not merely a "build a bridge..." situation. This is my life.
Posted on 9.14.2005 at 11:12 AM