Well I'm sitting here eating the other half of my breakfast after reading my devotional. Looking at the names on my buddylist I realize how I'm ultimately alone if I'm concerned with the likes of people.... not that anyone has done something that made me question their friendship. I'm just realizing how sore thumbish I am right now. Nobody REALLY understands what's going on in my head and heart except for Jesus and if I try to tell somebody they'll try to tell me thats not it or i'm trippin... or at best they will be able to perceive the tip of the iceberg. I need to make some changes. I may start with not being on AIM for a month. it IS taking over my life though, so that would be a good one to knock out. TV hasn't really impacted my lifestyle at all. I don't turn it on unless I'm bored or in the kitchen cooking or hanging out with my roomies. But yeah, Jesus is really the only one who partly understands. I'm glad I am realizing that now instead of later.
Posted on 9.13.2005 at 9:20 AM
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