Ever had one of those evenings that just made you want to crawl into a ball or go find a hiding place? I keep wanting to flee from what my life is changing into. I'm so overwhelmed and I feel I don't have space to breathe. I seriously feel like the walls are closing in on me. I can't wait until I officially move. Family is really a blessing, but it's a blessing to be able to quit the company of family when you want to. I don't think that I've been alone at all (except for when I was sleeping) for an entire week. I will reiterate tho, family is a blessing... I'd rather have them all up in my face than to not have them around at all. Moments like this I just want to go drive and pray and think, and I can't do that in my father's house... I'm feelin too low to even write right now so this is it.
Posted on 6.18.2006 at 11:32 PM
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