f r i e n d g u r l

I can't believe I was up all night last night. Well I guess I can cuz I'm weird like that. Twas fun though and definitely my last optional all-nighter of this semester. Let's focus on the aftermath...

I stayed up all night and proceeded to eat breakfast at Junior's and now here I am at work for 2 hours before 3 hours of class, an optometrist's appointment and 2 subsequent meetings. How dumb am I? It was fun though, like I said. Leslie is my buddy, my cousin, my sister. I love her to death. On the flip side, I was quite blunt with one of my roomates and came at her less than loving around 2am this morning. I have some apologizing and explaining to do, but I won't apologize for what I said...just how I said it. I could have used a lot more tact, but I've been known to be impulsive and in those moments, I call it like it is. I do believe the sun probably rose on her anger today though, so I have to make amends...after I assess the damage. I can't believe I was mean actually, I guess when you are tired your inhibitions begin to fall by the wayside...just like how I can sing around folk I don't know on the latter end of an all-nighter. My roomates are great though, we just have to work through a few things.

Also, I am officially (as of last night) no longer a member of Alpha Delta Chi, the Christian Sorority I was in. They are a great group of girls, but ultimately it wasn't right for me at this time in my life. However, I would encourage anyone who is reading this to attend Rush next week if they are even remotely considering Alpha Delta Chi as a sisterhood they would like to be apart of. I feel like such an ogre for throwing in the towel, but I really had to do what was best for me in this case, not what I thought would please everyone else. I'm tired of saying yes all the time when I need to say no, so I'm nipping that in the bud a bit. Hopefully no one is harboring any hard feelings towards me (at least ones that weren't already there), but if they are, I hope that they will eventually understand the difficulty of my decision and how long and hard I thought and prayed about it before. Life goes on though, and this frees me up a little to spend valuable one-on-one or group time with my closest friends on campus...most of whom were not in ADChi.
Posted on 8.25.2005 at 9:50 AM