it would be nice

...if i didn't care (read: feel hurt) when I contact people and don't get a response. ...if I could get some sleep before my event in a few hours. ...if I saw more non-black guys dating black women. I see plenty of black guys (saw three tonight) out with non-black (tonight they were all white) women. What about me? Why is my race/ethnicity coded as a dating liability for SO many men?? The odds are piled high against me. I must wait for Him.