Sean you did great in the show tonight. I really felt the piece you did. It was well-written, yes, you're getting better and better at this thing. At the same time I guess it was because I remember talking to you about a lot of the stuff that you touched on specifically.
The evening started off a little salty, which wasn't helped by my lack of sleep from last night, but God smoothed it out. That is, until I had to keep my composure in saying goodbye to Sean. I mean, why do I insist on not breaking the facebook relationship connection? At times, I'm like, I need to go ahead and do that because I'm clinging... but at the same time it's not like I'd rather be connected to anyone else. Why am I fooling myself here? I wish life would pause for a moment and let me take a brief vacation. I don't mean that in a suicidal way though. I'm so tired of the tears and sadness. I opted out of going to the movies with Andra and Leslie tonight because I felt like straight crap after Destinations. No one wants to be around me when I feel like this. No one should want to be around me in the moods I've been in lately anyway. I'm sorry, this is just not one of those cases where I can just BUILD A BRIDGE. If I had a bridge, it got burned and I'm back at ground zero. I feel like crap and I'm going to bed.
Posted on 10.1.2005 at 1:32 AM
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