Turmoil

So, my mother recalled the break up I had forgotten... maybe more like repressed from high school. It's crazy that I didn't remember it at all. Now I'm like, do I trust this situation at all? It makes me feel so insecure about it, but then I think about how I clearly know who I want already. Even with the things I don't like about him, he's really that dude. He has a great personality, makes me laugh. I always have fun around him, most of all when we're doing nothing at all. He's so manly, so masculine. We complement each other. I don't know how he could not like me. I hate that I'm moving away. Let me say that again: I hate that I'm moving away. It doesn't have to be forever though. I don't know how I'll find a better deal on guy anywhere else but with him. It must be that no one is for me.