Keith0010 (1:32:53 AM): hey whats up
c r y s s LOVE (1:32:58 AM): nothin much
Keith0010 (1:33:02 AM): oh ok
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:05 AM): jus a slightly weird evening
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:07 AM): how u?
Keith0010 (1:33:08 AM): how was your day
Keith0010 (1:33:11 AM): im alright
Keith0010 (1:33:15 AM): why is it wierd?
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:39 AM): um, it was really chill, at least the evening
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:48 AM): my roomate and i spent hrs lookin for ringtones
Keith0010 (1:33:53 AM): lol
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:55 AM): then we listened to music
c r y s s LOVE (1:33:59 AM): then she got in a bad mood
c r y s s LOVE (1:34:04 AM): and is now on her way to bed
c r y s s LOVE (1:34:15 AM): thats the dark side of weird
c r y s s LOVE (1:34:22 AM): it just reminds me of some things
c r y s s LOVE (1:34:29 AM): like puts stuff in perspective
Keith0010 (1:35:08 AM): how is that wierd?
c r y s s LOVE (1:35:35 AM): that she up and got into a bad mood (she was listenin to the wrong music)
c r y s s LOVE (1:36:08 AM): thing is last night i was pissed at her b/c i heard/felt her and her boyf havin sex in her room which is right beside mine with thick walls
c r y s s LOVE (1:36:39 AM): but with there being 25 days left and with my considering her a little sister, i let it slide
c r y s s LOVE (1:37:28 AM): u could say i had been grossed out but also partly jealous cuz i haven't been 'active' in 3 years and been single for abt a year
Keith0010 (1:37:53 AM): o
c r y s s LOVE (1:37:57 AM): but her reaction tonight just reveals the deep sadness and over all feeling that she has that things are not right with her life and her situation
Keith0010 (1:37:59 AM): so u were jealous?
c r y s s LOVE (1:38:09 AM): un poquito, si
c r y s s LOVE (1:38:23 AM): God jus reminded me why i shouldnt be
c r y s s LOVE (1:38:31 AM): and also that i shouldnt be mad
Keith0010 (1:38:32 AM): cuz that was my next question after u said u were mad
Keith0010 (1:38:36 AM): yea
c r y s s LOVE (1:38:40 AM): at her
Keith0010 (1:38:48 AM): i c
Keith0010 (1:39:03 AM): so u said she is unhappy is she one of the people that u say are spiritually dead?
c r y s s LOVE (1:39:22 AM): i wouldnt say she was spiritually dead
c r y s s LOVE (1:39:40 AM): maybe like buried alive under all this sex crap
c r y s s LOVE (1:39:47 AM): and i've been there
c r y s s LOVE (1:39:55 AM): its hard for me to watch her go thru it actually
Keith0010 (1:40:15 AM): what do u mean by sex crap?
c r y s s LOVE (1:40:35 AM): having sex outside of the covenant of marriage
c r y s s LOVE (1:40:44 AM): i was tryna be concise, lol
Keith0010 (1:41:48 AM): oh ok
Keith0010 (1:41:54 AM): so u are against that?
c r y s s LOVE (1:42:46 AM): yeh. i believe it is sin because God meant sex for married people. but practically because i just remember going thru and dealing with a lot of stuff i shouldn't have had to because of it and how long it took me to heal
Keith0010 (1:43:01 AM): i c
c r y s s LOVE (1:44:17 AM): sigh
Keith0010 (1:44:30 AM): why the sigh?
c r y s s LOVE (1:44:43 AM): so much on my mind, but i guess this is better than not being able to see beyond the surface
Keith0010 (1:45:35 AM): yea
c r y s s LOVE (1:46:06 AM): well i g/g to bed now. i'll catch ya lata
Keith0010 (1:46:34 AM): yep, ttyl goodnight
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