I'm fixing to screw up royally in my senior seminar class if God doesn't intervene, like ASAP. I know He's always on time, but I'm really about to freak OUT over this research, seminar project presentation and 13 or so page paper. So far the sources that I have don't have much to do with each other, which makes for my having an incoherent argument. Hell, I don't even know what to argue about any of this anymore. To make stuff worse, I have a LOT on my mind (future: paying for school/housing this coming year, this summer,organizations, my book, graduation, poetry... a man). I tried Von Dutch and Rock Star energy drinks tonight, they helped me focus for a while... also part of why I'm still awake. I'm awake but incoherent, not cool. I'll have to buy another energy drink (or two) to get ANYTHING done tomorrow (my bad, later today) because I will be dying, half asleep... esp. at work. I wrote a poem today while I was outside. I posted it on http://cryptiq.blogspot.com. I plan to expand it and add more detail and metaphor... then turn it in next week for poetry as a final project. It's pure heart right there, I just didn't say everything I wanted/needed to say... or maybe what I wanted. Who am I to say really, what I needed to say in that piece that I didn't say? Well I'm finna pray myself to sleep (hopefully) so God can bless me on through this week. I tutor in less than 4.5hrs... oh how I wish I could CANCEL my whole day. It is what it is though.
Posted on 4.18.2006 at 5:32 AM
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