...throw rocks at them!
Sometimes I can be a little too cool for my own good when it comes to other people, especially of the opposite sex. I notice this and I try to counteract it every now and then by letting my guard down a little and try to be nice... not that being nice hurts, it's just that I've been hurt quite a few times by being vulnerable...although not deliberately. I don't like for men to know how much I like them... or in some cases don't like them (unless it's crucial). Sometimes these attemps to actually show a guy that I'm feelin them get shot down and overlooked for what they are or criticized for being not good enough. You could say that's part of why I wore my "boys are stupid" shirt today. I realize that I can only be me and express myself in the ways that are most consistent with how I think and feel, but I guess in certain cases it's merely insufficient. No worries. I'll just keep it to myself from now on. Wonder what I think...
On a heavier note, my STAC seminar project is still kicking my behind.
Posted on 4.19.2006 at 3:29 PM
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