So upon returning home from my trip to see Pif and the guy... I ripped up and threw away the graduation card and thank you note from guy. Why hold on to such things? That's all I will say about that situation though, as slanderous behavior is NOT necessary.
My trip to Tallahassee was good I got to see Pif. She looks well. I don't miss Tallahassee, but I do miss her. The only full days I was there were Thursday and Friday. On Thursday I pretty much stayed in the house during the day (I DID run and get Pif's belated bday present when she came home for lunch tho, lol)... and then I went to an art gallery with one of my homeboys. I thought it was cool of him to invite me there... definitely enjoyed the pieces that I saw there. We had some good dialogue about what some of the artists may have been thinking when they decided to produce the artwork. We talked about colors and mediums and stuff. Very pleasant. I remembered what it was like to be around someone (a man) who was genuinely concerned with my well-being, my thoughts, wanted to take care of me. He treated me to Zaxby's... even tho I just ended up ordering the kid's meal, which he thought was funny. You laugh, but I like smaller portions. I was full before I could get to my bag of bug-shaped graham crackers.
Later that day I was upset about something, then I decided I was just gonna be like F it... so I was. Went with Pif and company for (free) dinner that night... and I didn't eat... too salty to eat then. We went to a club to celebrate Pif's birthday and I was chipper for a moment... then extra chipper after a couple of drinks then CRASH... total emotional down spiral. I know my tweets were ridiculous ( I had to do some damage control once I got home). I really do appreciate all my friends for holding me down though.
Friday I decided to stay in most of the day, but SOMEHOW ended up at the mall buying myself a dress... as if my money is not currently dwindling due to my unemployed status... sigh. Went to dinner with Pif and other company, ordered a $4 salad which turned out to be $2.10 which was great. Then, I went out with one of my 'students' to just chat about life and dreams and God. That was pretty nice. It's nice to pick young[er] people's brains and see their perspective on things. After that... I spent time with another friend, just having a heart-to-heart and sharing music and stuff. It was pure lovely. I didn't want to leave. I had to leave Tallahassee, but I didn't want to leave my friends. Those people mean a lot to me.
Sorry... I know this blog didn't really SAY anything, but I wanted to record my trip experience.
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