God, I asked you to help me... and you did. He wasn't content with staying with me, holding me and not doing much more... so he left, like they all do, like he needed to. Now I feel deflated, alone once again and there's nothing I can do to make it right. There are plenty things I can do to make it wrong... but I'm not trying to be used and discarded. I have more to offer than that. I refuse to be boo boo the fool. Just because you don't value me, it doesn't mean I shouldn't value myself... This is the little I do know, because it's not a whole lot.

Why is it so hard to meet ONE guy who's talking about something and that I'm interested in (like that) who's interested in me. My standards aren't too high. They're real. Is it too much to ask for the guy to like me back? I guess so. Well fuqh it.