So, why must I be rational always forever? Can't I just go with the flow sometimes relationally... almost with reckless abandon?
And then a scary thought comes to mind, what would happen if things went sour before the end of the semester? You still have a semester to finish, whether you are emotionally with it or not. Why risk that?
But what if everything goes way better than I could have initially thought, like I think it will? Would it have not been better to go with the flow. And why can't my New Orleans family be the family that meets the guy first, rather or not he makes it past a few weeks? I just want to be their normal daughter too, not their daughter on eggshells breaking her neck to come see them and her friend can't even stay. Sometimes relationships move quickly, but no one is talking about love here... or about marriage. We like being around each other. That's real enough, I think.
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