sigh

another day... i've been stupid in a particular area, so i to nip the stupidness in the bud starting today. i think that will work out so much better for me. it may not feel so now, but ultimately i know it will. yay, i'm going home tomorrow, well...today. i miss my family and i definitely need to see them, so this will be an important visit. the last time i saw my mom i was still dating Sean. i would have driven home tonight after the comedy show, but I am honestly too tired. my car is gassed up though and it only cost me $2.10 as opposed to the 2.37 it woulda cost me to get gas around the corner. what happened was, on my way back to ATL from church (in Cobb Co.) I noticed that the gas price was $2.10, so I had to make a decision... I decided not to let the price pass me by, so I pulled over. It took me a while to get my car situated to where it was close enough to the gas pump, but it's ok. I guess I had another gas pumping mishap too. The gas stopped pumping like my car was full, but I knew I hadn't put enough in to make my tank full. To be safe though, I completed the sale and then I got in to start my car. Clearly it was 3/4 full... again, the price was $2.10, so I went ahead and pumped the last 1/4 of a tank. I know some folk were probably trying to figure out if I was dumb...even though my car does have a huge Georgia Institute of Technology sticker on the back. Who really care though? I got what I needed. I'm really starting to care less what others think about my actions. I owe no one any explanation for how I act, not really anyway. I need to get over my shyness though. With practice and in due time that moment will come. I can't afford to be shy with the life I feel like I am going to lead in the future.
Posted on 7.23.2005 at 12:44 AM