Daggggg... It's been a week since I wrote on here. That's crazy. I mean I hadn't planned to write every day, but WoW a WEEK. Anyways, today has been productive until now. Also, I'm in a slightly bad mood. I'm getting tired of people (well one person in particular) questioning and analyzing every decision I make...but I think I handled it fairly well today. I didn't blow up or anything. Enough about that.
Productivity. I was in the library this morning after Spanish class for 4 hours researching for my paper that's due in 3 weeks (if you include this one). That was a MAJOR improvement for me because I never do stuff early. Oh yeh and my paper that's due on Friday, I nearly finished this weekend. I'm on a roll. But yeh the research paper I was researching for is over a whole decade and I need 5 pages single-spaced of text from sources talking about the Roaring 20s (cuz that's the decade I chose). Then I will need to write 3 pages ONLY 3 pages DOUBLE spaced in analysis of the things that were going on in the decade. I have no excuse to not do well on that.
Anyways. In spite of what all is going on with me, I remain a happy chick because I know that sacrificing things for God yields blessings and all of this will pass. It's just difficult to let go of something you have wanted for much of your life when it's ALL around you. Oh well, that's just life and I'll deal. I've been repeatedly told that I don't know how to be alone or I can't handle it and that I rely on people too much when I should rely on myself. My answer to that is I rely on God, people tend to fail you even when they don't mean to. As long as God is with me, I will never again know what being alone is like.
Posted on 11.17.2003 at 2:48 PM
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