I wrote a long entry in my actual journal in class today...well the class I'm a TA for. I wrote it as she was talking because it wasn't like I could really say anything. I think it helped me get my thoughts together about how i'm feeling concerning the recent events in my life. It's really time for me to get back on the ball as far as studying for the GRE goes and looking for a suitable graduate school. I may really consider somewhere in California now. That would probably be as "on my own" as I could possibly get, since I don't even have family in states that are adjacent to Cali, let alone in Cali. I'd only be there for two years. I could handle the isolation... I think. Isolation is a scary idea though. It's time to experience coming into my own now. So much opportunity lies ahead of me. I didn't write this on here yesterday, but last night I realized that in my "accident" the guy in the truck actually and completely hit me and I was duped, too frantic to back up from the situation I just agreed with what he said and now there goes my savings. Ain't that some crap? There's always something isn't there? At least I know I wasn't at fault at all. He just wasn't looking. Now I don't feel as bad. I actually feel worse because that sets be back financially. Oh well though. I need to start drafting something to send away to an organization... some of my close friends already know about that...but I'll let other folk know when I actually get all of that straightened out. Naw, it has nothing to do with the car thing at all.
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