the title says it all. i complain, but i kno it could be worse. i need to figure out where i am going to get my hair down around here and stick with it. my previous stylist moved farther away and i didn't want drive all the way over to her. getting my hair done has just been a non-gratifying experience since then and i am frustrated now that my hair even requires that it be permed. ideally i would like to have my hair processed only to the point where it is "semi-natural." there is this salon in Canada called Jazma that has created a wash & wear relaxer that loosens the wave pattern (or kink pattern if you're like me) of your hair so it's more manageable. it's not the same as a texturizer. the bottom line, however, is that i do not live in Canada...so that leaves me "up a creek." after getting my hair done today i ended up washing and conditioning it myself and now here i am sitting here with leave-in conditioner. i have been fighting the urge to shave my head all day, but i kno if i do that i'll just be uglier. it certainly wouldn't be an improvement and i'd miss my hair...yes, the hair that i hate so much, my tight-napped, extremly thick, dry hair....enough of my hair whining though. it could be a lot worse. it could be extremely nappy, thin and grow so slowly that i never noticed.
...this is not about hair...
i've been feeling weird lately. i have been thinking about stuff and maybe i've come to a realization about something in particular. i also realize that i need to not be so emotionally detached from people who try to get close to me.
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