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This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it-Psalm 118:24

Sometimes it can be so EASY to forget that. I am not having a good day, but it's not bad either. I hate that I have this midterm essay to write and it's been hanging over my head over MY Spring Break. Science, Technology and Postmodernism sucks because I hate to talk about the ideology of meaningless crap. I am lost on my essay because I have NO idea as to where to start. I have prayed about it a few times, but I guess I haven't put any faith behind my prayer and therefore no results. Maybe because I see this class as impossible. I just have to remember that God made the people and he made the ideas that they write about and he also made my teacher and the class I'm in, and of course, God made me too.

Well anyways, today was cool. I was awakened by Gabby around 7 something this morning because she was leaving for school. Then I got my text message around 11:30 and I should have gotten out of bed then, but my house is cold. I also laid in bed because I did NOT want to start the essay. I finally got out of the bed around 1:15 and took a bath, during which Cicely rang the doorbell, so I had to run and put a robe on so that I could get the door. She bought me a REALLY cute shirt for my birthday. My best friend loves me :) After I got dressed, we rode to pick up her brother, take him home, and pick up her other brother from school (but he wasn't ready).We went to pick up some cookies from her house that Mom had ordered (those Thin Mints are off the chain). We came back to my house and then Gabby came home, so I was able to avoid the heck out of the stupid paper today, but avoiding it sucked almost as bad as having to do it, so it certainly put a damper on the enjoyment of my dad.

Ok, so the status for the essay as of right now is that I have printed out class notes, emailed a classmate for help and I am struggling to make sense out of the readings. For some reason, I have a HUGE headache that came out of nowhere so that makes trying to read and understand this mess even more undesirable. I just had to turn down a visit to Applebee's with my bestest friend in the whole world because I have to do my work (even though I am currently doing this journal but it takes a few seconds).

Now I am going to resign from the computer because I've printed out everything I need for right now. I need to do my devotional that I shoulda done wayyyy earlier today. It's time for a reevaluation of priorities. Maybe God has something to tell me tonight.

Posted on 3.10.2004 at 7:53 PM