anticlimactic

I don't want to leave without getting to know you better, and if doing so makes me miss you more than I would otherwise... So be it. Carpe diem. I won't let temporal constraints sway me from the ounce of certainty that I have...and perhaps it will strike you too. Because I do not know where I will be in a few months, it may be grounds to hold me at arms length...perhaps to not hold me at all. However, for that reason I am all the more determined. Where God deploys me to next is a great mystery to me on which I have no leads... This moment could be a rare window in time, laden with possibility. Why run from that? I say run towards it. God is fully in control.