I can't sleep. Maybe I can't sleep because I have something to tell you...no, not anything bad, but maybe I have a message for you. Maybe that's why I'm awake. Maybe the point is maybe not that I have a message for you, but that I have a message. The message might be for me...a message telling me that I have a message. It seems the more I know about God and the more He reveals to me the less eager I am to open my mouth and speak. I have increasingly become a mute, closed more and more unto myself. I know God is not just showing me things for His health or something. I have yet to claim my "confidence through Christ before God"(2 Cor. 3:4). I never feel like I have the words to speak and my mouth refuses to open. I know I need to speak, but I keep relying on myself instead of relying on the Holy Spirit to convey everything that He needs me to say...zzzzzzz...
Posted on 10.28.2004 at 12:57 AM
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