Yeh, so here I am...back in Perry an empty room. Gabby cried again when I left this time. I feel bad for her because she will be bored until school starts and then school will have started and that will suck too. It was nice to have grandma around for a while, since I only see her like once a year. I miss my family though. I hung out with my little sister for almost a straight week. It was really cool. She's growing up so well. I'm really proud of her. It was fun having her on campus with me. This off to college thing sucks a little bit. I dont think I want to work for housing anymore. I'm tired of it now. I would almost rather spend money for room and board than share a room with someone and have to do paperwork and be asked questions about stuff all the time. I prefer jobs that end when you go home. Working for housing is 24/7. That's not to say that it's not fun because I like meeting the residents and hanging out sometimes, but the more school demands from me, the more I just want time to myself (or to Sean) to just chill and not be bothered with everyone else's problems. Maybe everything I'm saying is a result of my being overworked this summer. I decided not to work in WCHO for the fall semester because my days are already too scheduled out as it is with classes. I did, however sign up to be on duty staff, but I think it was a wise decision. Duty is not a 9 to 5. It may actually afford me the down time that I need (in between calls of course). The good thing about it is that it is NOT EVERY DAY. Man, I soooo do not want to go to work tomorrow. I really think I burned myself out with the whole thing. I am so sick of having to be places at certain times all the time. All this running around is not cool. I haven't even felt like starting my CS review or anything...even though I really need to. I don't know if I have the energy to do well on the final and keep my A in the course. I suppose I should though. Oh well, enough typing for me right now. ciao.
Posted on 7.21.2004 at 8:01 PM