emotional

*I guess easyjournal decided to take the blaring advertisements away. I would subscribe to it, but I don't want to get used to having it. I could spend money on something else.*


***Sooo... Dad blessed me out last night about trying to leave town all early to go see Sean and his family (since I am hardly ever able to come home). Therefore, instead of coming back to ATL this morning, I decided to come back tonight. I got here around 9pm. The cherry on top of today was Sean driving to my house to come visit me and my family so I got to spend the day with people I love. That was cool, very cool...even though I was kind of bored. Sean's a sweetheart. I say it all the time, but I really mean it. I am so glad he came to visit. My parents liked him before, but they think he's great now and I think they were able to get a better view into his personality today as well. I don't know where our relationship is going, but God's been blessing us left and right separately and as a couple and I pray that He continues to do so because I care about Sean a lot. Being around him has shown me a lot about God. I think we complement each other pretty well. I'm also getting to know him a lot better now.

When I was about to hug Gabby to say goodbye, she started to cry and I started to cry too. She usually tries to hold it back, but when I was pulling out of the driveway, she started crying really hard. I really miss my Pikachu. I can't wait until she gets big enough to come visit me and hang out with me. I mean she could do that now, but I wouldn't feel right leaving her alone while I go to work. I am so grateful that God has given me two gorgeous sisters and my brother, Carlos. I love my family. Family is so important to me. I'm not going to allow myself to run off early anymore. Dad was right.

Well I'm very tired and I have a LOT to do, so I better end this now. There is so much I could say...but this IS an ONLINE journal. :)


"In your eyes, the light the heat. In your eyes, I am complete. In your eyes, I see the doorway to a thousand churches. In your eyes, the resolution of all the fruitless searches. In your eyes, Oh, I see the light and the heat. In your eyes, Oh, I want to be that complete. I want to touch the light, the heat I see in your eyes"
~from "In Your Eyes" by Peter Gabriel
Posted on 7.5.2004 at 7:14 AM