No matter how ecstatic life gets, God always tests you with various trials. These trials can be large or small depending on how He intends to mold you. Many trails are aimed at personal development as a Christian and some of those completely attack elements of your personality. I guess that is where you could say I am right now. I'm feeling a little crappy because I can't get around the fact that I treat people who get close to me pretty badly. It's like the closer people get, the meaner I am. That's twisted huh? Well, I know I can't go on living like that. It's time for a change, so I'm lifting this up to God in prayer because I know I can not do this alone. I expect good results.
Posted on 2.24.2004 at 11:22 PM
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