Life is good...and at the same time, many of its tasks seem to be spiraling out of my control. Perhaps because it was never my control to begin with. Once I learn that, I will be so much better off. Sure I can make choices, but its God who determines the outcome of things.This is only the second week and school has already got me drained and I had the nerve to take on a Psych 1000 class at a Team Leader again. My first day was yesterday, and what surprised me was after all my anxiety about an extra responsibility, going to the class was peaceful and I'm actually excited about this semester with the class. I see this as a second chance because last semester I sucked as a TL (just as with PL) but you learn as you go and I've turned over a new leaf with EVERYTHING I do, because God gave me the desire and momentum to do my very best and truth be told...This is all for Him anyway. When you stop doing things your way and do things God's way, good things happen. I'm talkin phenomenal things happen. I haven't witnessed the expanse of this truth yet, because I haven't learned to let go of my life, my fears, problems, shortcomings, etc and simply hand them over to God. Trust is a big issue for me on all sides, so this does not surprise me, and I know God will work it all out and help me to fully understand the depths of his power. Maybe then I won't cling to my own ways and solutions. I have come a long way though, and I can only give credit to God for this change within me. :)
Posted on 1.13.2004 at 8:42 AM
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